fucked up . today went to meet ratna at parents-meeting session . seriously after that , i got scolded until sibei jialat . -.-. scold scold scold . only know how scold . what i do again sia . -.-. my results also not say very bad . fucker . say if you dont die , i die . i go die sua la. everytime scold , got think bout my feelings not . say your very stress , your scold me until like that , i not stress meh ? say never give me stress at all , kns . pui .

idk what am i living for today also . everyday also kena scolded . never do anything also must tahan your fucking cb attitude . idk why am i crying cause of this . if you think that i didnt spare a thought for your feelings , than too bad . i also cannot do anything . i am fucking tired of all your scolding . and i am too tired to go on anymore , i feel like dieing too . i have come to a point where i cannot take it anymore .  why cant you be more understanding like other fathers , i dont understand . i have already changed , but you cant see the change in me , than thats your problem .

thats how i am . i have already changed , you want me to change somemore . i cant . i really hope you all divorce . thats better . i can live with peace . i live day by day , hoping that you would not be in a bad mood and start scolding me again . i hate it . why do i have a father like you . i hate you .

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wth . after he calm down , he ask me whether want to eat chicken rice . LOL . wth . stupid sia . step one stupid i think . LOL . things are gonna be fine soon . i hope :X

tag replies :

cheyenne : love you too ^^
chelsea : lax babe , and thanks (: AND fcuk ratna . agreed.
wilnyn : huh i dont understand , and love you too . (: <3

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