*sigh*

fml. now what . relationship problems settled le than come to friendship problems yea . how great my life is. now everything is almost comeing to an end . the friend i trust most now is also not going to bother bout me anymore . hah . i guess i am losing her soon . the girl i thought that she would always be there for me would be not there for me anymore. ..... i am so afraid to lose her ..

many things are affecting our friendship now .. idk why . we start quarrelling over small things . is this how we should be ? we are no longer the same .. not close anymore , i dont understand you anymore .. jealousy starts . conflict starts . everything starts . at a snap of a finger . you lose everything . is that what you really want ?.. i am trying so hard to save this friendship . but there will be a point that i cant take it anymore.. you said that you wouldnt care anymore.. i know you wont leave me no matter what happens . you are always there for me when i cried. cheering me up , making me laugh , telling me that no matter what happens , you will be there for me forever.. i guess .. everything was a lie.. are you the girl that i used to know in the past ? ...

*sigh* i am sorry yea .. idk what exactly happened. but i know that cause of me everything started .. i am so afraid to lose you now ..