i want you to see this. i just want to tell you that , no matter what you say , i wont give up. you said that you are a bad boyf , i dont mind. no matter whether you are a good or bad boyf , i still love you .. you said that you still like me , but because you think that you cant be a good boyf . and we cant be tgt? i really need you. i need you by my side. today i told you not to text me anymore , but i thought you will say no . you will still continue texting me . but you didnt. i still looked forward to your text . hoping that whenver the phone vibrates , it will always be your message. i really missed the time when you send mushy messages , saying how much you love me . saying how much you miss me.. i really love you alot.. believe me please.. i dont care so much anymore , all i need is you , as long as you are by my side , i will be contented.. really.. idw us to be gans or bro and sis or whatever. i want us to be together.. please.. i really need you alot..

todae i wrote taemin name . all over the place. idk why. crazy one. lol.

i lazy to reply tagg replies. reply next time. now not in the right mood. i really scared i will break down . idk why . i really miss you too much ..